New Trimester! =)

It has been a few months? I haven't update my blog,well... here I am!

I just got back from my 2nd hometown where is Kuching,a lovely place that I used to grow up. Don't get confused, my first hometown was Sibu,I was born in Sibu,so I am a sibu lan. LOL

Well... this home trip was quite fun,except for some parts, that is really really such a terrible in my life. Wish to forget about it, but seems it won't be true.=(

Okay,forget about the sad things, let's talk about the funny things,when first day I reached Kuching, there is only plenty of people know that I'm arriving at that day. Just because I want to surprise all my friends with a surprise way,like suddenly appear in front of them,so choose to keep the secret about my flight. Hmm... unfortunately,I was totally fail gao gao...haha!! The first day.. okay, I went to didi's house,and find them,when I reached there,there was no body there,and I try to go walked in the house and go upstairs to search for those guys. I still remember,didi's dog was still chasing me that time, luckily dog doesn't makes any sounds,otherwise my plan will be totally spoiled by just a DOG? LOL when I walked up the stairs,I didn't heard any sounds, I guess they might be going out at the moments,so I decided to go home first. Day one. Mission failed. LOL

Then the second day,I went to didi's house AGAIN! ,it was empty also! I'm like..what the hell, they supposed to be gather at here every night. So..I give up for searching them at the moments,I called them. -_____- haha! Such a funny things.

Wait wait,since I haven't taste the Kuching KAMPUA for half year,when I was in Kuching the second day,I called my neighbor who is WEI LIN PANDA came out for the first home trip breakfast, first meal was KAMPUA + TEH C PENG. SUPER ENJOY! =)

I was lucky,because one of the players (suak) was coming back to Kuching as well,so with him,I got chances for playing some games which is contain adventures .haha! So... after a few days discussion,we decided to have a paintball match! =) there were some people PAN SENG, so only got 8 people were actually playing.

This is what I get from the match...haha!

I didn't feel any pain when finished the round,but after I went back home,at the moment that I was having my shower,it felt sour,and itchy. haha!

This was the only activity that I done this time,but next time,it will be more! Please! =)

Nothing specials actually,we just hanging around, sitting at the coffee shop,and lim teh almost all the night, well.. obviously my sleeping hours has totally get influence by those "teenager peer" LOL Oh..I still remember,when the first night I got back Kuching, I can't even get used to the weather in Malaysia, so..I got flu. haha! Hmm... after such a long time I haven't been to Malaysia, the first impression that I think of Malaysia is, why is weather is super duper hot,Malaysia is super dirty ,and most importantly, WHY SO MANY LAKIA! haha!

Bad impression,right? haha! Well..I prefer weather in Australia,but food..hmmm lose chin chin... haha! Perth is getting hot now.. like almost 30 degree each morning. DEAD . -___-

I'm having my new semester now,but... the timetable shows me that I only got 1 week holiday when Christmas, noooooooooo.... I can't going back this time,so wait until next year! maybe? so worry about it. Please! =)

Tomorrow my class going to start,no more 10 am class, only got 8.30am classes, oh my goodness, need to wake up so early in the morning. Well.. the target of this year, get 70% and jump to the diploma!

Today I went to the church, and I learn something about making decision,you know what..the only place that I always cry is in church,I'm a person who has full of emotion. LOL quite funny,right?

Making a decision isn't a easy for us and you,God has always given us so much questions to deal,something I wonder, why? Why should him always give us to much trouble to face,and not giving guide us to settle it.

But,I was totally wrong, God is always be with use,why He is giving us so much trouble to deal with,is isn't a trouble,is a challenge,is an experience,God knows that we have to face those problems,and He has always guide us,it just matter do you accept the helps from God?

Be faithful,this is what I learned from church,ask him,ask in a faithful way,if you want to know what God really want you to do,ask him,and He will gladly tell you,He is always really to answer all the time.

We always need to face decision every day,even a small decision such as what to eat at the morning, what to wear for a new day. For me,a little decision does has impact rest of your life,it doesn't matter how small how tiny is the decision,even a small action will cause you regret. Today I know that,when I'm lost, I ADMIT that I need a guide,I ASK in faith for direction,I LISTEN for God's response,and I TRUST God when I don't understand.

Prov 3:5-6 NIV

Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight. Amen.

Man Woman, Human Being?

I have been Perth for almost 4 months.

Things have changed,I did learn somethings new from here,the things that I never learn from my parent.
Sometimes,it's so sad to hear a bad news from my senior,I pray so hard for her.
Feels really sad,maybe God has choose the best way for her. I cried twice when I heard the news,she might no very closed with me, but we still had the best time in past time.,even that time I was young. You're always the best leader of the team.=) I know God takes you to a place that peaceful,away from the painful,away from afraid. Human born to be facing a lots problems that God has chosen for you. When the dead line is coming, God picks you back and stop letting you to face those problems. I know you enjoy and safe now,God always be with you. Amen. =)

I was watching people's blog. I feel like.. . Look,they are used to be playing around together now,but not. They hate each other,does that call hate? Maybe? Look at the picture that had taken, those are such a good memories for them. They had a good memory but they don't to keep it. Having a friend is better than having an enemy. In the past, I admit that I was hate somebody,but now,NO. Why people have to hate /dislikes each other? Although I feel many people don't like talk to me,I always give me a stupid excuse and tell myself, that is the truth why. I don't hate anybody,YES. I told myself,why I have to be a person who always hate each other,accept it is the best solution. I always chat with a person,I trust her just because my feel that,she doesn't have to tell other people what I had been told her. It's happy to have a friend like her. We have the same cogitation,we used to chatting by using phone. Since I came to Australia,we don't chat often as usually.I'm glad to have this friend,anyways.=) Thanks

Sometimes,I will take a look of my old albums or photos from the hardish,and you know what. I feel so touching when I saw those picture,because I know I got a lots friends,even they are no close with me. I appreciate it so much that God has given me lots of friends,and I tell God that I want more friends. MORE MORE. =) Friends is the most important part of my life now,I need it in the future,and of cause now. I met lots of friends in this university,and absorb lots of knowledge,and culture as well. As I had heard ,university "homework" is terrible,but life is good, we can choose our class whenever we want to.

Why I'm choosing Australia,there is due to my private reasons.haha but I can tell you,I never regret what I have choose. New life is really hard to settle down,there is no one to cook for you,help you to wash clothes,you have to decide what to do immediately. For me.. it's hard to deal with money. Really ! For sometimes, I really hate to make a decision between should or shouldn't buy it. I HATE THIS HABIT. However,there is some benefits for this habit.

If I have a magic lamp,I would have some wishes that really hope it will come true.
I hope my parents and my family will be healthy always, especially my farther,he has the Diabetes.
I hope all my friends are healthy as well,by the way,this must be no sick no disease!
I hope I can graduate with a good score.

I know that human can run away from the 生老病死. However, what I hope is healthy. For the last hope, I need to score it by myself, no only for hoping.

I wish for healthy, NO FOR RICH. =)
Love you all, to all friends at oversea. Study hard as well. For my junior, fight for UEC, never give up.

I'm proud to being a CHMS1 graduate student. =)

Man Woman, Human Being?

最近

开始想念玩钢琴了. 音乐,算是一种药吧,能治疗很多的病,音乐是一种发泄.
心情不好的时候,会想着皆由音乐来述说心情.
最近都带着耳机去学校,边走边想了很多.

在这里,朋友真的不多.可能因为没五个星期就会换一次班吧.
朋友就不固定,其他国的人就很多,很多年纪比我大的人,思想不一样吧.
中国人,不懂为什么,就每次看到不想读书的人都是中国人.
在玩电话.老师讲课给不想听.家人付钱给你们不是来玩电话的.

最近都喜欢呆在图书馆,就觉得图书馆才是一个能真真能让人认真的一个地方
在图书馆的时间也过的很快.

最近被presentation烦到..不知道怎么报告啊..
资料是有,整理起来是很乱..

为什么是双人presentation.烦....

这叫心情..

有时候..想到什么就做什么吧.
何必想到那么远呢??
一直被一种莫名其妙的感觉给拉着了,回头想想,为什么当初不要做呢?

我想改变着一点,我觉得我不是懒惰,而是不想去尝试.

加油!行的！=)

试着保持12小时的微笑.心情愉快!

很久没回来了

如标题，回来了，但不长久，心情不好 可能是烦大学事吧，今天早上做了个噩梦 噩梦中看到她，我也不知道为什么她会在里面。 总之是个噩梦就对了，也忘了，忘了也好。

想念学校了，想念学校的任何东西，高中也只有短短的六年，但在这六年来，我真的学到很多的动作，朋友我认识的很多，但真真真心的没有几各，放假大家各跑各的，其实我很想快点读书了，我知道读书的日子真的很少，想也知道，读书25年但做工要做个50年，为什么不把读书读好好来？快乐的学习，不是没个人都能有的，带着快乐的心态，这个应该更是少人有的，每个人，看到书，就怕，其实书跟不到你一辈子的，当你出社会时，可能你看文件比看书多，我拿开自己有买书的说，真的，读书，真的那么难吗？读书真的那么辛苦吗？知识学多了，对你自己是无害的。

2：17am 眼睛依然无法闭上，脑袋都想着别人去读书了，都开课了，每个人都为自己的梦想而冒险，而我还再靠家人供，我说过的话，我是会做到的，

2：22am 想着看着每个人都变了，变的haolian ，真的不喜欢，为什么一定要弄出自以为清高的样子，可能你认为我不适合做你的朋友，我不在乎！！以前的友谊可以象废物一样丢掉，我懂当时为什么她们要那么讨厌你了，可能她们早就看清你的真面目了，当时的我，真的很笨。

2：31am 找不到聊天的对象，能聊的，只是敷衍我的，问两句，答一句，朋友少到可怜

无言，今天写的就那么多，刚写到学校时，我流泪了，感触吧，出国了，我会想念你们的，爸妈！！兄弟们！！我爱你们